updates..........

Wow..November was the last time I typed in here. Time sure flies when life challenges you.
Here is a quick update in no particular order...........

~I am taking online college courses-full time...barely staying above water, I have not did school work since 1982!

~My boys are growing up way too fast, I am looking for the pause button on their life.

~The mad sci and I no longer liver together, a divorce is sure to be soon. Very sad for my boys and the mad sci and I. But I can breathe, and my home is peaceful now-no more fighting. Sending my boys off tomorrow for their first week end visit with their Dad. Oh how I hope i will keep breathing thru this...it is all very had.

~I had to quit my job, so I am now unemployed and looking for work with day time hours.

~My 30 year old step son lost his 29 year old fiance' to a drug overdose in March (they have 4 children under the age of 10. This was the hardest thing I have done since writing here last. To hold four babies at their mothers casket so they could say good bye is gut retching..my heart will never be the same. To hold my 30 yr old step son as he cried for his children's loss is something that will never leave me. Drugs...so stupid and so much pain.

Life is hard..but I am living it. I am moving forward and I am still learning. Every night I thank God that I have my folks...they always have my back!

I am trying to do some catching up here..please send me a note and let me know you are still here and how things are going .........